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(Somethings said, to say to be cast away as mad, like exposing the worldwide mind control caste system)
NO MENTAL ILLNESSES, EVEN �DEPRESSION,�
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However, to date I can testify to being tired, stressed and feeling overworked after years of working in the ministry tediously as well with all the effects of that, even without worldly compensations � if not for Christ a mental breakdown would occur, or perhaps the equivalent to a mid-life crisis. So mostly a mental breakdown is bolster by Christ in me, as the scripture has said, �greater is he that is in me than he that is in the world.� These can lead to depression, but I put depression in quotations above, for there�s no difference from clinical depression often made and in my case, the often feeling weary, tired and wounded is as the scripture has said, "Even the youths shall faint and be weary, and the young men shall utterly fall: But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength" (Isaiah 40:30-31); this the second option doctor tried to best diagnoses as the world knows it (or third option, there was a first to the first at CA that concurred to the latter of a sound mind). I might go further to self diagnose post-traumatic stress disorder, given growing in knowledge and awareness to the �beings� amongst us the bible call angels, has opened my eyes and there is a certain trauma from that in itself, much more than opening of the eyes used to traumatize me. For instance, in the atmosphere around us are million of microscopic organism in the air, our eyes can�t see them and possibly fit so by the creator with a smaller iris than say of an owl (or bats and why possibly they don�t use their eyes but ears, yet have eyes, why, and they live in the dark where we a vision-less), but if our iris, black part, opens/widens we possibly would see several particles flying at us in the air � bacteria, pollen, dust and even several nano-particles. Likewise, not that angels as humans or others amongst aren�t real, right before us, to our very eyes, but the awareness of them is hidden, like the particles in the air. Now, if one suddenly see the particles in the air, immediately that give a maddening effect, like being bombarded with insects all over you biting, coming out of your nose, mouth, ears, etc. That effect in my case is lessens because of Christ in me and the bible tells me so, so I�m aware of it before seeing it. Yet, little by little open my eyes to it. Now, when that opening of the eyes is forced (e.g. �Tracy Madden� subliminal, but even satan pressing down among associates) that can further erode the brain and cause madness, yet only Christ upholds me (John 14:27, 2 Tim 1:7). All this put together, even with Christ upholding, can cause a dilapidated state of mind, not madness but as Isaiah 40:30 alludes, wearied and stressed, fully as of mid 2009, which needs refreshing to and from above than press in ministry outreach as such, and not wanting to risk errors or �my good, evil spoken of� if not balanced. If you see me mad or further works contradict or not balanced, it probably is not me for John 14:27 and 2 Tim 1:7 holds true. And remember this from the letters �I�m Getting Ugly AND Finally Ugly � Oneil McQuick,� found at www.freewebtown.com/livefree
�at the moment and previously this year devils (angels), etc, have been trying to make me mad physically because 2 Tim 1:7 holds true, so while being invisible to the eye, they yank blood vessels (nerves, obeast wreath, etc) on my upper neck and other parts of the head and brain, which causes much pain and if diagnose would read brain tumors, cancer and other brain/mental diseases - succeeding in either my death or survival, saying see he was mad so his words void; not to mention another variable, the obeast wreath on my head, though stable now, if found out in examination can effect the latter of those two points, as cancerous like as it be. But survive, though...�
So, or the �though�� continues, if they or the obeast or any is successful in yanking a brain or head part, nerve, blood vessel, etc, then as the scripture has said, �without thy mind would I do nothing� (Philemon 1:14) or I wouldn�t be able to function literately (and as stated in my post-will paper, �Must Know ill Procedures,� in such certain stages, let the due process of death occur). As particles are in the air but naked to our eyes, yet touch us, possibly opening of the iris, and the eye still intact, we could see them. Likewise, angels are on a different dimension we can�t easily see or feel, however, they can project to let us feel them if not for the powers that be, and as such, can invisibly yet tangible yank a brain part, hard to explain, but like when Trinity in Matrix died and Neo (Keanu Reeves) translated his hand in her body and touched her heart on different levels and restarted it. However, more than likely if such brain impairment occurs in this dilapidated condition and also with the anomaly on it (obeast), then I would be out of that body and in heavenly paradise. So? My body might still be alive walking about and you think it is me, that is, automated by an obeast or spirit; I would opt to say this can only occur if the �powers� that be allowed it, but such has been talking place since creation and if that powers that be were around, would then say �who am I.� That is hard to grasp, especially in the case of an unknown organism (obeast) automating a spirit-less body or the evolved versions (spice), with a spirit, even the obeast undertaking such on its own � these are also some of the opening of the eyes or awareness of things about us, there but unknown and not necessarily sporting myself as deep and at best, as one person puts it, �ignorance [CAN] is bliss!� (Cipher � the subliminal reads decipher, in the red or blue pill, I choose the Jesus Pill!)
MENTAL EVALUTAION CLARIFICATION
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Out of the blues I was asked by a case worker at the ODM to have a mental evaluation done; this case worker who SEEMS to be out to get me (from a series of seeming agitation, see letter to Mrs. C. G-ory) and at best he would have me passed as mad, as I concluded from this that the guy must think I�m crazy. But he seems to hint it be normal procedures before leaving the ODM; innocently, his words were �to basically check not only on physical but also mental state before leaving, as we do� (paraphrase). I thought what the heck, what harm could it do and especially I thought or was led to believe it was just preliminaries to get into CA, wherewith I wanted to get into CA for the benefits (healthcare, free housing, food, etc), as previously applied to GA for similar reasons. But I later found out CA was only for persons with a mental disease, not the general public, like GA, and this mental evaluation is not general pre-screening but to determine if you are a person with a mental disease to be inducted in the program. However, I also didn�t realize that mental illness is not limited to being crazy, senile, mad or deranged, but also compose things like clinical depression, bipolar, etc; so the first request by the same case worker could really be innocent and legitimate.
The guy from CA did the evaluation then related that I �Don�t seem to have a mental problem from the evaluation, but the follow-up doctor visit to the psychiatrist is for officiality of that result� (paraphrase), though he noted the constant �cut-and-dry� hopeless situation I was going through. After seeing the Psychiatrist from CA, he, seemingly based on the latter, diagnosed me with �Schizoaffective Disorder C Bipolar Type.� I looked it up on the internet, but it was unclear but some traits diagnosed seems correct; like �depressive symptoms�associated with distress and disruptions�sadness�lack of motivation [sort of]�isolation� (wikipedia).
Being quiet and slow moving in the sight of all at ODM, that low feeling of hopelessness can be obvious, {1} being very sick physically (see list, 2nd letter to Dr. B-tek), {2} overt destitution {3} and with much potential find myself temporarily in a shelter (filtered/grass-to-flowers). At best, Web MD said "schizoaffective disorder...is often misdiagnosed...As a result, it is difficult to determine exactly how many people actually are affected by schizoaffective disorder. However, it is believed to be less common than either schizophrenia or affective disorder alone� (WebMD).
So another opinion was gotten from another Psychiatrist. He saw the diagnosis and I related to him the same thing as to the first and I asked him what the diagnosis from the first means since the definition was so broad, and he said, �I�m just having episodes of depressive moods� since such state began, but things in the episode would temporarily change it. He asked what, I told him �bible reading, prayer, going to church, etc.� He said, �to continue to do those things� as often as possible until back on my feet; though in everything I�ve learnt to give thanks. He also gave me a pamphlet entitled �managing depression.�
At the least and best from this ordeal and three official mental evaluations, it proves and diagnosed nothing near me being crazy, mad, deranged or senile, etc � as per the Psychiatrists, etc.; especially needed when I expose things like a �World Wide Mind Control Cast System,� and other intangibles amongst us, that rather than say this guy is pressing pass the norm or we don�t understand, one would opt to say he is crazy and with professionals, certify that. Christ did promise to this saints, �Love, Power and a Sound Mind.�
ALSO NOTICE
We as Pentecostals can be categories as mad by the spirit birth and fresh revelation. In fact, when the people at Pentecost were spirit baptized the onlookers thought they were mad or drunk that Peter had to stand up and say �these aren�t drunken, as ye suppose, seeing it is the third [WASHING OR SEED]� (Acts 2:15). Even if not Pentecostals, all believers are called a �peculiar people� (1 Peter 2:9), meaning strange or different from the norm and can seem mad; even as from the norm can be filtered from that aforementioned caste system if practice one�s Christian faith; even worst, as much as I do, with that awful filtered agony � �The zeal of thine house hath eaten me up� (John 2:17). But notice the similarity between Pentecostals and some mental disease diagnosis:
[[[ S = Stands |||| E = Explanation Within Christianity ]]]
S = Inability to think or concentrate (WEB MD - Depression)
E = Every Christian, especially if progressive is afflicted mentally by demons trying to stop that progression. IT�S IN THE BIBLE � David said that there was constant warring in his mind, also �For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places� (Eph 6:12). And sometimes it can be ourselves being pulled to carnality, especially if drenched in a society that overtly fosters such, �But I see another law in my members, warring against the law of my mind, and bringing me into captivity to the law of sin which is in my members� (Rom 7:23).
S = Thoughts of death (WEB MD - Depression)
E = We as saints, being peculiar as such, know the physical and spiritual realm, and so know the spiritual fight spills in the physical and natural world and so at any time from that fight we are always ready to die � whether realized as Martyrs are not from it. We are not suicidal, but going all out for Christ, cost it what it wills, even if it means being filtered. IT�S IN THE BIBLE � �I am afflicted and ready to die from my youth up: while I suffer thy terrors I am distracted� (Psalms 88:15). �Then Paul answered�for I am ready not to be bound only, but also to die� (Acts 21:13). And all believers should be characterize with this, �they loved not their lives unto the death� (Rev 12:11).
S = Loss of interest in usual activities (WEB MD - Depression)
E = Not necessarily usual activities, but world activities. For the usual activities I do, like chapel nightly at ODM. But rather the world activities we Christian try to stay away from. Sometimes we can�t do that instantly, so in gradual chunks. IT�S IN THE BIBLE � �Be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God� (Rom 12:2). �Because the carnal mind is enmity against God� (Rom 8:7). �Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him� (1 John 2:15).
S = Increased activity, including work, social and sexual activity; Increased and/or rapid talking; Rapid or racing thoughts; Little need for sleep; Agitation; Inflated self-esteem; Distractibility; Self-destructive or dangerous behavior (such as going on spending sprees, driving recklessly or having unsafe sex). (WEB MD - Mania)
E = All the above can often be experienced by a saint on the first time being spirit baptized and other such experience of ecstasy in the spirit and has nothing to do with Mania or facets of a mental illness. For instance, some of the following might be considered Mania:
WE PRAY TOGETHER ALOUD because:
In the Bible we read, "They lifted up their voice to God with one accord."-Acts 4:24
WE LIFT OUR HANDS IN PRAISE because:
In the Bible we read, "Lift up your hands in the sanctuary, and bless the Lord."-Psalm 134:2
WE SING WITH ALL HEARTS because:
In the Bible we read, "Make a joyful noise unto the LORD, all the earth: make a loud noise, and rejoice, and sing praise."-Psalm 98:4
WE PLAY MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS because:
In the Bible we read, "And all the house of Israel played before the LORD on all manner of instruments."-II Samuel 6:5
WE CLAP AND SHOUT UNTO GOD because:
In the Bible we read, "O clap your hands, all ye people; shout unto God with the voice of triumph."-Psalm 47:1
WE DANCE BEFORE THE LORD because:
In the bible we read, "Praise him with the timbrel and dance: praise him with stringed instruments and organs."-Psalm 150:4
WE TESTIFY PUBLICLY because:
In the bible we read, "I will declare thy name unto my brethren; in the midst of the congregation will I praise thee."-Psalm 22:22
WE ANOINT WITH OIL FOR DIVINE HEALING because:
In the Bible we read, "Is any sick among you? let him call for the elder of the church; and let them pray over him, anointing him with oil in the name of the Lord."-James 5:14
WE ALLOW THE OPERATION OF THE SPIRITUAL GIFTS because:
In the Bible we read, "When ye come together, every one of you hath a psalm, hath a doctrine, hath a tongue, hath a revelation, hath an interpretation."-I Corinthians 14:26
Such experiences at several instances might lead one to think the believer is plagued with Schizophrenia, but one simply being born again, a peculiar person, among other legitimate variables. For instance, again, persons in the bible saw angels (Joshua 5:13), but the psychiatrist might ask the patient if he sees dead people or spirits, which if he answers yes, he is mad; when by divine gifting can see those things, as the next stanza should show some experiences.
S = Delusions (strange beliefs that are not based in reality and that the person refuses to give up, even when presented with factual information); Hallucinations (the perception of sensations that aren't real, such as hearing voices); Disorganized thinking; Odd or unusual behavior; Slow movements or total immobility; Lack of emotion in facial expression and speech; Poor motivation; Problems with speech and communication. (WEB MD - Schizophrenia)
E = For instance, this scenario would be considered Schizophrenia, though from a contrary source many such legitimate cases since Christ time and if you watch Trinity Broadcasting Network (TBN) you�ll see it live, though mostly in groups than such an individual alone. That is, this real experience,
�I watched the video again. It was entitled "Signs and Wonders Campmeeting 1994". Pastors of huge charismatic churches were stumbling around the stage "drunk" with "holy" laughter. Wanting to testify to the fact the "holy" laughter had transformed their ministries and their lives, many of them were unable to speak when called on to do so. But their "drunken" condition became their testimony. Their halting speech was seen as "proof" of the "power of the spirit" that had come over them. The congregation roared in approval as pastor after pastor laughed uncontrollably and then fell to the floor. Standing alongside the "drunken" pastors was evangelist Rodney Howard-Browne, the self-described "Holy Ghost bartender" who was serving up this "new wine" of "holy" laughter. Many Christian today believe that Howard-Browne is God's appointed channel for imparting joy and revival to the endtimes church. Other Christians see Howard-Browne as a false prophet who is inflicting great damage to the body of Christ�Later when I talked with several members of the San Francisco Vineyard congregation I was told how hundreds of people were getting "hit" with "revival" - how some people were getting so "soaked in the spirit" they would lose consciousness for up to several hours after falling to the ground�
Lastly, though my Christian faith covers any peculiarity, being apart of a peculiar people, another group of people that exert peculiar behavior traits are artist � as their nature to be creative, which creativity often is out of the norm and also most often out of the caste; hence many a time the �starving artist.� I myself is an artist, though computer graphics. This portfolio newsletter I had done with the article on the front, sort of explains why artists are that way, it can be found at http://omd.mcquickenterprise.com/newsletter2005.pdf (OMD Portfolio Newsletter 2005). Thanks.
Sincerely,
O.M
ENDNOTE: Pentecostal. An adjective used to describe those who have receive the same experience that the followers of Jesus did on the Day of Pentecost. (See Acts 2:1-4.). Tongues. Speaking in tongues means speaking miraculously in a language unknown to the speaker. It occurs as the Spirit give utterance (Acts 2:4), not by human learning or imitation. There are two major functions of speaking in tongues in the New Testament church. Divine Healing. The divine intervention of God to cure sickness of body and mind. Divine healing was purchased for us by the blood of Jesus that flowed from His stripes (Isaiah 53:5; Matthew 8:16-17; I Peter 2:24). Jesus went everywhere healing those who were sick (Matthew 4:23-24). Baptism of the Holy Ghost. Literally, being dipped, plunged, or immerse in the Spirit of God. The baptism of the Holy Ghost is the birth of the Spirit and thus is a vital part of entrance into the kingdom of God. (See John 3:5.) The initial evidence of the baptism of the Spirit is speaking in other
tongues (languages) as the Spirit of God gives utterance. (See Acts 2:4.)
HOUSE IN THE MIND
I was watching a documentary February 2009 and found that a person with mental illnesses was �someone with strong idealism (or one-trackminded)� and were treated for mental illnesses or given a lobotomy � �Lobotomist: American Experience� on PBS which focused on Walter Freeman. Simply put, someone fighting from being mind controlled in this worldwide caste system; that someone pressing to their own God given desire and the handlers of this caste system trying to break them to fit the system or turn that someone from one gifting they perfected to use that same genius on another field to perfected for the system handler�s own gain, to the tedious impractical detriment of that someone as possible often before their old age � like we are machines (basically more breasted milk for more sucked lines as described in the angel notes under the girls gone wild subliminal). In the documentary, reading between the lines, the lobotomy was to break that strong mindedness to now possibly wheel them else wise or desist pursuing a perfected field (well) that that someone gained, now sucked! Yet even the lobotomy process can be to dismantle the obeast on them, other underground reason, the obeast itself used as a handle for the handler but now it too could resist the handler or block such. Notice a pre-lobotomy patient, they are tormented with madness, the handlers even audible emanating voices in their head and other anomalies (even bankruptcy, homelessness, sicknesses, suicide, delusions, seeing dead people) to succumb the mind � A VERY GREAT EVIL! Easy to do by reason of who the handlers and heads are, angelic, rather than through the earthly ingenuity {1}mechanical (e.g. elf-waves, inserts), {2}biological or {3}social means, but the paranormal � the events in the movie Sixth Sense to the kid or man-patient was nothing of earthly ingenuity and real, but can easily be fabricated by a being that is angelic (i.e. spirit), as in the bible spirits were revealed to prophets, prophets heard spirits, even of the dead and spirits have power to sort of bend reality even your dreams, in these instances they were good but an angel in authority can use that liberty to torment a human, or a human who become angelic torment a human or even an obeast who is advance and afloat the system torment a human. To date this very great evil is being done by those who are to protect us, angels who were in authority (Eagle-EA, his 7 Thunders, Pig, Word Bull, Blues, etc) as against the deluge of demons/devils (satan, anti-Christ/beast/AB, locusts, etc) they are to fend off but altogether � see more in gold text below. For instance, I�m a preacher and sold out to be, so long as I am, as all preachers, that is being one-track minded or strong idealism � a definition for mental illness. However, the caste system deem my �genius� more fitting in another field, for their gains, and preaching salvation is not only worthless to them but even damaging to their system � so would break me down to switch, even driven to madness, hence the title of these two letters �Getting Ugly� and �I�m Finally Ugly.� Likewise, my graphic technology profession, they would rather use such individual genius to perfect war-craft technology in the army, even as a high class locust in Abyss top land. Or, if fail with a very defiant one, use such genius in sports (profit, entertainment and sense of triumph in a fail program) as the case with the bible Samson. This is hard to explain to a human, but by Christ (Yahoshua) I will not in. So if you hear dubious things about me and especially if don�t hear from me again, (�worthless-homeless,� mad, drunkard, druggist, mental institution, backslide, whore-doms, homosexuality or other promiscuity, suicide, etc or other such fabricated lies to smear my preacher image to switch) I was here or as written in graffiti on walls � I WUZ ERE!
If I was writing in my Christian newsletter I would say, �This has been a voice crying in the wilderness!�
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WE AND THE ALCHOL BOTTLE
While growing up to present only consumed little alcohol by such infrequent methods of juice, rum and raisin ice-cream, etc. In fact, my 2nd bottle of vodka or liquor ever bought was in 2009 and 1st approximately near that time. My 1st bottle of beer was also in 2009, after 2 years of hospitals and testing to no avail; thought I�d try this biblical approach as stated in 1 Tim 5:23, �Drink no longer water , but use a little wine for thy stomach's sake and thine often infirmities.� Since doctors and hospitals (and over the counter medicines) fail to correct the problem of my sinus, throat and stomach disease with big containers of mucus spitting daily and one hospital simply stated, �a sputum anomaly.� Sputum = mouth secretion, anomaly = can�t figure out. But it is figured out in Bible and Technology Magazine Volume 4 (Real Weapons Of Mass Destruction) � click here http://www.mcquickenterprise.com/magazine/magazine.html , but has long been held hidden and the average, even human doctors held dubious to it and only an amateur like me can speculate about it, created cancerous virus or/to living cybernetic cloak. The alcohol stated by Paul (once thought to be grape juice) only now curbs this disease in my case with often reproduced embryo of this organism; when that reproduced embryo (sputum or stool) is bloody it had latch to my membrane and feed off my blood for that stage of embryo � or with the initial stage of doing so of/from the stool itself as a dung beetle�s birth � yet this is not as wild/sporadic as it seem in my case, to the adult obeast on me reproducing (as virus cells do) but pseudo contained by it and do so loosely to deliberately multiply even to H.O.S. I never drank alcohol all my life, hated it, why drink a bitter substance, like medicine � seems ridiculous to me, only sweet soda of that genre of drinks, sweet appeals to my taste buds. I never need it to be 'man-ly' either, I was always a chick magnet as a stand alone. But now know what it was for in the underground economy, fighting a deadly disease � e.g. this simply organism, as a sperm, taking over a person and animating them by a grown wreath of network over their body, possibly mistaken for cellulite or white blood cells. Alcohol and all such contraption are bad when used in excess, like anything, and are from natural ingredients. Like cheese is from milk but too much cheese can clog your heart with fat or cholesterol and kill you, likewise alcohol, and why Paul stated �A LITTLE.� Other contraptions invented for this purpose are also addictive and one would say if cannot moderate, then none at all, hence many of them illegal � like cocaine, crack, meth, opium, ganja, etc. Those (angels) who make these to combat this disease also made some moderate, but possibly loose its potency as such, like chocolate is made from the same substance as cocaine, mixing it with sweets for taste, which is a lesser form of cocoa � though original chocolate was bitter; heresy dark chocolate comes close. Tea back home was a powdered cocoa substance mixed with milk and sugar, what Americans called hot chocolate. So, I still hate the use of alcohol, its bitter and I�m not a sissy, prefer sweets but my problem persist and a cork of vodka or rum can cough it up. And actually, that�s why people drink or like alcohol, not to be macho. They don�t necessarily like the bitter juice but the feeling or effect it gives, like having sex with a whore, you don�t like the woman though at orgasm you cry �I Love You;� you like the sex and can�t kick that whorish habit because of it. What�s the effect alcohol gives? Think an elastic ban squeeze around your head, when you drink, it is loosens and hence that relief feeling, like an orgasm, especially when spirits hold to that elastic band and squeeze further. This is not poetic as in stresses of life and relief (though can be), etc., but the elastic band is a live organism on all flesh (pixilated-dormant or animated-alive) called an obeast � this is the same sentiment for most drugs (narcotics), that is, that high feeling the users get. However, because of the bad spin-off of alcohol, the church rightly advice and preach against it, for it be a substance if in much consumption can impair judgment like a spirit possession itself (yet what alcohol meant to counter �obeast- do the same thing). Also, if my knowledge or handle on the bottle will cause my weaker saint to stumble, as in the former sentence, better he not be aware of it as stated in 1 Cor. 8:7-12, 9:22 � yet plainly balance in this expository. Nevertheless, those two latter truths (its addictive abuse and cover up of why it exist) the evil harvesters (even of spices) can use to make illegal any antidote to the obeast problem or this uncanny virus I�ve caught, with their authority and even word backing � in order to continue harvesting them with jurisdiction or legally. By now you might think I�m crazy or this expository just flew over your head, you sort of have to be proficient with blog �Dew (due) From Heaven: Light 2 U Blog� and all its peripherals(books, notes, etc). But I just mentioned this to say I�m not an alcoholic or ever use illicit drugs (narcotics) and at best if diagnosed, a possible fabrication of ulcer or some stomach virus, or even to smear, STD, to cover up this silent epidemic than the truth of this clear and present danger.
You might even now say of me as in Psalms 41:8, "An evil disease, say they, cleaveth fast unto him: and now that he lieth he shall rise up no more." And given our human nature you may also do what the next verse says, "Yea, mine own familiar friend, in whom I trusted, which did eat of my bread, hath lifted up his heel against me" (Psalms 41:9). Such is contrary to the Christian nature and even proper mannerism of true friends, but like this Psalmist I trust also in the words of verses 12-13 of Psalms 41, "And as for me, thou upholdest me in mine integrity, and settest me before thy face for ever. Blessed be the LORD God [YAH] of Israel from everlasting, and to everlasting. Amen, and Amen."
P.S.: H.O.S stands for Head of State local and countries.
THE INVISIBLE MIND-CONTROL CASTE SYSTEM
I have tried businesses (and have certifications in small business) and gave the option of book sale online, but none of that have gotten off the ground or yielded "real" benefits of income ("They" also rob funds from book sales with no trace by hacking, etc), which led to working tempt services until illnesses halted that presently; neither my line of work, sitting a computer (graphics), yielded "anything." I guess the American Dream is not for everybody; this is obvious with my bank statement having $XX.00 and educated and talented. At best a World-Wide (all nations) mind-control caste system, where the resistive are filtered. By the way, in case I seem mad by my words, literature, etc, it is because as one of those resistive to the norm or caste and allowed knowledge, those in the caste (possibly you) would be unfamiliar with it and what they are unfamiliar with they out-caste automatically, as also by the mind-control in the caste system (even fad) of someone pressing pass the knowledge of the worldwide caste. For instance, words we are not familiar with are called big words, because words we are not familiar with usually have more letters in them than the average word; e.g. "Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious", hence it is not in our vocabulary (THE CASTE). However, this is a big word to most, Inept, yet it is less words than the average word; so the word is not big, just unfamiliar with it because it is not in our vocabulary (THE CASTE); or in the example of the caste with the mind-control, forced not to be in vocabulary. Sadly, like words given from a youth by fad, Educators, etc, to build a vocabulary we cannot see or know we have, likewise this caste system I speak of is intangible or invisible and so one cannot grasp it, speaking of it further give the rise that this is a mad man. For those who press pass the caste are ostracized as mad!
Further reasons you would think me mad is that the leaders and controllers of the caste system are sinister angels (GOLD TEXT = Bel, EA, Ra, Pig, Satan, EA 7 Thunders, The Beast, Erno, even Gab & Mike and many others, plus the Eye of God seraphim tree they belong to above/beneath earth), if you can't even grasp the existence of angels amongst us, even as humans (obviously world leaders), it would be hard to even grasp the concept of the caste system. Read the book "Angels, Let's Talk" written by Orlando Constantine and after that, CLICK HERE to see some of what they are doing. And only if you're an angel, CLICK HERE, for follow up 2008 notes on the book "Angels, Let's Talk" (A.L.T TEXT) especially as it concerns the current world state of pending foreclure of [the least] the West and seems this world (scrurry through the short hand writings of bad grammar and bad spelling and remember chapter 1 or intro and 2007 index of the ALT Text applies). And no, "much learning haven't made me mad" (Acts 26:24 nor Jude 1:10) but some things are hard to be understood truly (2 Peter 3:16); though at the moment and previously this year devils (angels), etc, have been trying to make me mad physically because 2 Tim 1:7 holds true, so while being invisible to the eye, they yank blood vessels (nerves, obeast wreath, etc) on my upper neck and other parts of the head and brain, which causes much pain and if diagnose would read brain tumors, cancer and other brain/mental diseases - succeeding in either my death or survival, saying see he was mad so his words void; not to mention another variable, the obeast wreath on my head, though stable now, if found out in examination can effect the latter of those two points, as cancerous like as it be. But survive, though... In those newer 2008 if features those pulling from the caste system will be harassed to death, spiced, smoked chi, etc (no peace) by EA 7 thunders and others, example, in the gold text above.
CIPHER OF THE MATRIX MOVIE
That Cipher subliminal of the Matrix was possibly personally to me, really decipher between STEAK LIFE = satan-ea or UNDERGROUND FREEDOM IN RELATIVE POVERTY = Ra/fatta (Morpheus). The Agents, 3 for these 3 eye of God wrap of this system, so any choice, good or evil or indifferent is in them, so cornered at any rate and so all luggage really �yellowrize� or soaked in evil, though Ra spout green and mike orange, all evil characterize yellow though these two not necessarily submit under the yellow tree satan and Ea belongs to, but like saying to Google a word, when you mean to use a search engine to search a term, Google is only one search engine, so yellow just a label for all evil and devil a word for a myriad of accusers and not just satan. Many scriptures allude to this leave-behind or matrix movie subliminal, can�t get in them but possibly one is 1 John 5:7-8 =
For there are three [WORD BULL, EA, AB] that bear record in heaven ... and these three are one [THE FIRST MADDENING, THIS IS THE SAME SERAPHIM WORKING EVIL WITH HIS EYES/WHEELS, WORD BULL SEEMS THE HEAD AND EA & AB EYES, ALL OF IT CORRUPT]. And there are three [GAB EYE OF GOD TREE, LIKEWISE RA, LIKEWISE MIKE] ... and these three agree in one [SECOND MADDENING, THEY ARE NOT THE SAME EVIL OR SUBMIT ONE TO ANOTHER, MORE THAN LIKELY RA & MIKE LATER KICK GAB FROM THE DRIVER'S SEAT, BUT THEY AGREE TOGETHER TO WORK THAT AGE OLD CONSPIRACY AGAINST GOD].
The Gab tree (with Pig and satan in it grasp) have the rich, hedonistic and outright sinners/rebels with an over wheelock too, they running from that and Ra opt to say he is good or perpetrate being against the former, grab some hopefuls or true poor rebels against that tyranny, not feeling such as the former, but with an under Wheelock. When I felt this press of choices, satan pressing on one side violently and I know Ra is evil, but press on the other side like a smooth operator for me to cover under him from satan, I resisting and praying, the Lord used this scripture from the not yet revealed Psalms encodings "he lieth in wait to catch the poor: he doth catch the poor, when he draweth him into his net" (Ps 10:9). So like the Morpheus figure, the Lord saying, be of courage they, though opposing are working the old "good cop, bad cop," one has to inadvertently choose to bunker under one of them, yellow or green and automatically all is under mike or orange due to the fat, though mostly for service personnel, all angels usually work somewhere and Ra tree and Gab tree has fat. Normally satan violently presses (and pig with a passive hedonistic or false help lure trying to use her to cut out the other end of the press Ra undertake), so when resisting that violence or hedonism Ra offers aid to the poor which comes with covering in his network voluntarily, like Morpheus pop up to a trapped Neo in his cubicle running from the agents - so either way one is trapped and become yellow luggage. I learnt this process while doing photoshop classes, in the properties you can make the edges strap-to-guide than fit it yourself, that is drawing a rectangle to 4.53 by 3.48, fixing an image to that precisely take manual magnification and this and that, while if the guides are on the platform outline to that specification, when you place the image on it and move it near it, it automatically strap to guide or that fixed dimension. This is the process of much mental illnesses in the world, a familiar spirit or spirit guide trying to merge with a human, when it resist, many things like death, losses, etc are used to force that individual to snap to that spirit guide. Why? It now becomes an outlet or source of resort from that pressure of life and without knowing, that evil you resisted you are now friends with, working with and in their web. And why I wrote against the Sixth Sense movie in my earlier expository, it is telling individuals to succumb to the spirits or snap to them when that pressure begins, than resist evil. Then there was a deluge of other snap-to-process I learnt, not necessarily to a guide or someone, which can be classified under the process of �mental illnesses processes,� not on the doctors book and when not knowing what to do to this abnormal or spiritual situation, Psychiatrists would advise like the Sixth Sense movie to accept that guide, when we are taught, �there shall not be found...that useth divination, or an observer of times, or an enchanter, or a witch, Or a charmer, or a consulter with familiar spirits, or a wizard, or a necromancer" (Due 18:10-11). So I can empathize with you angels of being cornered in this world by this �anywhere-you-back-me� or snap-to process, either place you�re in that conspiracies net, even so, as a thicker fabric to the spice-attacks, all three evil eyes of God agree in one. And so, not just as you seem to allude in your subliminal � the rogue wolverine of the X-men, that is, box immune by the 6 as to the 6 claws that protrude from his hands, 6 for the 60 and even worst its now 30. Wondering everywhere and anywhere, and as on the system the 6 or rings appear when angry or trapped. I was sent in red (Isaiah 63:1), thought such is now over, with being touched in all points as Jesus Process � even so, flight should have been 2007 or 27, left in the subliminal of Nelson Mandela 27 years in prison, as in it is done, �N-(end)-El-Son,� El for the Gab eye of God tree, but not necessarily his son or submitting under him, Ra and Mike are sons of that �kill-God-take-over-heaven� conspiracy, like Gab is a son or slave to it, all these receive that EA Judgment then and is drying up; don�t know what the Mandela was to say, �Man� I guess for box in red, don�t get the �dela.� And I don�t want to know, I appreciate all the jesters really, but don�t bombard me with it, weary now. Again, as with the red or blue pill, I choose the Jesus Pill!
MORE EXAMPLE MAD SOUND STUFF BUT �.. BELOW
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Indifference Doesn�t Define Us:
My Absurdity (Abnormality) Is My Normality
If we define normality as what most people do, then the criteria for abnormality (MENTAL DISORDER) becomes statistical infrequency, or that which is unusual or rare, even absurdity. By this criterion, the few people who believe that space aliens steal their thoughts would be judged as abnormal. The many people who worry about becoming victims of crime would not. But statistical infrequency alone is a poor criterion for abnormality, because any rare quality or characteristic, such as creative genius or world-class athletic ability, would be considered abnormal. Further, because this definition implies that conformity with the majority is normal, equating rarity with the abnormality may result in the oppression of a genius or (consequential) non-conformists who express unusual or unpopular views or ideas; which is the basic make-up of a real born again Christian who practices his inherent faith than follow the (caste system) mainstream Christianity, as the scripture has said of such real born again Christians, �But ye are...a peculiar people� (1 Peter 2:9).
Another possible criterion for abnormality (MENTAL DISORDER) is violation of social norms � the cultural rules that tell us how we should and should not behave in various situations, especially in relation to others. According to this �norm violation criterion,� when people behave in ways that are unusual or disturbing enough to violate social norms, they may be described as abnormal. However, norm violation alone is an inadequate measure of real abnormality. For one thing, some norm violations are better characterize as eccentric than as abnormal (Weeks & Weeks, 1995). People who bathe infrequently or who stand too close during conversation violate social norms, but are they abnormal or merely annoying? Further, whose norms are we talking about? Social norms vary across cultures, sub-cultures, and historical eras, so the behaviors that qualify as abnormal in one part of the world might be perfectly acceptable elsewhere- even the criterion for putting someone in a mental institution, (1) �Hurt To Self� and (2) �Hurt To Others�, variables that can be twisted to fit institutionalized, especially to an out-caste of the worldwide mind control caste system, if such persons cannot be molded in the myriads of �A.I. extensions of selves� of this world�s handlers. Fortunately, recent laws, in spite of those two rules, forbid grabbing an acclaim senile person and putting them in a mental institution.
So MY ABNORMALITY, absurdity, weirdness or unusualness in word or deed, is MY NORMALITY or uniqueness � though you and others might acclaim me crazy, nuts, weird, to be avoided or a mad man, especially by some my writings (some might consider heretic, cultic or delusional) which you may not or never understand, as the Apostle Peter speaking of the Apostle Paul, "As also in all his epistles, speaking in them of these things; in which are some things hard to be understood, which they...wrest...unto their own destruction" (2 Peter 3:16).
Even God they label a schizophrenic or such mental disorder terminology / disease by God just being himself or biblical, notice it below from an excerpt from a book:
Look what they say of a prophet or prophetic of the bible (or visions/bible revelations), ibid:
How really absurd. To Saints, we are a �peculiar people� and our absurdity is our normality, likewise the unsaved. Don�t let anyone label you with a mental disorder!
Sincerely,
Oneil McQuick
(started writing it in a college class)
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NOTE: Some movies intended for great evil were �underun� (via cunning works) by others with subliminal, allowed it but marked it for a time such as this that all these evils must desist, so some movies I expose I later use parts as a good analogy to some things, not that that movie is now good or Hollywood or movies in general. Best to desist, even with �underunnings� or even straight well intended subliminal � that expository was Bible and Technology Magazine volume 6 - http://www.mcquickenterprise.com/magazine/magazine.html OR http://www.lulu.com/godshop.
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THIS CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD EXCEPT FULLY FAMILIAR WITH BLOG, “Dew (due) From Heaven: Ligh 2 U Blog” AND ALL ITS FOLLOW UP, EXAMPLE, THE BOOKS, “Angels Let’s Talk” AND “Angels let’s talk 2008-2009 Follow Up Notes,” AND PIECES LIKE, “No Mental Illness…,” “Kanye West - JESUS WALKS - & Angels,” “May 2009 Angel Notes,” “May 2009 Angel Notes Commentary,” “August 2009 Angel Notes 11x17 PinUp,” SO DESIST FROM READING IF NOT FULLY FAMILIAR! These writings are not understood, mostly my jottings, using analogies and euphemisms so it might seems from a mad man or ludicrous. It is only understood by revelation, if given, or I explain; in either case one must have read the book “Angels, Let’s Talk,” as it is gear towards that sect of beings; so you especially see why a human would not understand something that might be beyond them. Thanks for understanding that!
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MY LUNACY YOU WOULD ACCLAIM PROVEN BY THE “MERMAID”
Me now speaking in the Woody Allen famous depressive voice (ironic, as in his last animated film, Ants), that is, this write-up before the following two page note to *Ar I had since the 2007 fast begun, for me and still for me but if found I jotted this. That is, those two page note scanned can further prove me hysterical, paranoid, insane or “disturbed” as in lost with touch with reality. Even further, given previous marital proposal I had with another to wed now broken, one would say I have lapse into depression since and from that, even to create this fictional fanatical character to deal with that pain; that is, an unreal world to live in as I wouldn’t be able to deal with this one, yet still in it – prime case of a wacko or nut-job, which in this state breeds harm to himself and others – like a person driving on a highway unaware of other drivers, lanes, signs but lost in the paradigm of his own imagination with his eyes closed while driving. I knowing that and originally made that analogy, would I be able to diagnose my own mental illness or disease. No! I’m not mad, but following something that is based in the bible encoding, the figure Ariel (Isaiah 29:1,2,7), poorly portrayed by Disney, as “Art Imitate Life” always, as myth be simple facts put in the theoretical. For the common mind cannot perceive or receive them as fact. When I write of Ar, it is usually dually to the human and angel mind, as this recent quote of mine:
Read all my previous materials and attachment for further clarification, than wallow in the seemingly illogical slurs in previous and this materials, which some are meant for "angels in flesh amongst us," which would seem weird to you because you may be unfamiliar with, as saying to snoop dog "got shangked last night." You wouldn't know what I'm saying because it’s in Ebonics or ghetto colloquial broken language, which he would be saying, "I got stabbed last night with a knife," from the Ebonics verb, "to shangk." You would understand the part "got and last night" and with a rational mind I assume, determine something happened last night then in all the materials given decipher what happened, this is the way all the materials and emails I gave to you are, broken speaking to humans and angels amongst us simultaneously, written as one and spaces left out still coherent to former and spaces understood coherent to the latter as how they understand it (but hoping also by doing so, unharmed to the former's intelligence, both might understand as the latter). Pardon this as I become aware and cannot now become unaware, still a cliché but will always utter it "ignorance is bliss!" So don't deem me hysterical, delusional, fairy-tale, paranoid delusion and Schizophrenia (schizoaffective), because I use encoded terms, euphemisms, analogies, etc. and because you are unaware or cowardly choose to be or worse, you are the one that is insane.
Even further, I followed such clear bible encodings also as red (empathize P.I.) than just would be following the Lord, because (1) One, to catch and annihilate the encoder dabbling in the Holy Bible, as a suicide bomber, that is Gabriel, Ra of such with forefront or background handling of the word, with their excuses, e.g., satan on, horsemen and other anomalies. (2) And two, to cut off such astute “hermeneutics” or false way that others may not follow it and be deceived. As Gab, for Pig, could fabricate Ar after I denied the blasphemous Pig, then I wallow in a fantasy, be a fool to myself and world (Erno attempts too), thereafter push pig again in the low estate with even words of “you loved a fairy tale and I’m a person….see you were wrong or deceived, I’m sorry someone fooled you, now marry me, the real thing” (“ha, ha, haaaa!” – me reply), however, a person in low estate (especially after beatings – gloving, mind control, waves, etc.) would simply accept as the delusion is beyond him and the conclusion to himself would be he now came to his senses. Consequently she (Pig or other such evils) also an angel in flesh, to which I can practice the legitimate sexuality minus the fabricated fantasy Ar figure and even I would be desirous of such sexuality, having learnt of it around a fairy tale figure and so snap to the next available familiar like kind, as in taste (learnt of) to an insatiable desire (must have output of). Having that built up crave eat at you could be so planned to be outputted on her (theirs) abyss female feet, me they would now conquer as a locust, and even the opposite planned too, number 1 on the scanned note below, to concentrate on forwarding the evil. Ah!!!
Wallowing in the fantasy by such a person wasn’t or wouldn’t be fake by exerted his real feelings and emotions, toying with such can really be maddening to a person. This I did in red too and so the two page note below is real and from the heart to Ar. Further why I kept them and not for public release is that it hinges on a union of the old faith (Christendom) and the new (Angelology) so though I as a human may be able to tolerate certain things, the details there-in can seem/be deemed pagan and overthrow the old faith. Example, angels can shape-shift their human flesh I presume, not magical powers but their nature as a chameleon lizard can or has. So an artistic mind like mines might dabble in it with my “angel” wife, as in seemingly different persons in the bed per night but she simply shape-shift in their privacy, as “big bootie Judy Tuesdays” or “Freaky Frida Fridays.” Which nothing wrong with it as still two flesh and two spirits in wedlock but one can change their flesh as changing their lingerie (clothes) nightly to please their spouse. To the untrained eye it can look like sin, evil or even polygamy, worse, the common man or saint thwarted from God by it and/or of themselves try it and become mad; either way such a person (an artistic mind like mines who tolerate or dabble in it, even preach it) is guilty of 1 Corinthians 8:11, Romans 14:21, Mark 9:42, Psalms 1:1 and better to do so in secret or since “eyes everywhere” and nothing in secrecy anymore, not do it at all. This gets worse when one spouse has other selves or bodies (eyes) yet still two spirits to honor the uniform (human marital body) – this was capped off with Ar and box in the August 2009 Angels Notes 11X17 Pin-Up. Yet before it reaches this level or any practicality the theory is being handled in red and if while in red the theory was found false which led to the demise of the astute encoder and the astute false way, demolition the latter two without destroying inalienable facts along the way is key and reason for red (skill of the kings). Such fact as, what was brought up is that Fallen Angels have sinned, admitted, craved and a true way carved – even minus this sexuality and other possibly cut-along-the-line red marks by expository. Minus all that yet it is still mingled in the work-in-progress or details but there is a clear way to achieve salvation, as described in Alt Text and all its follow up notes, likewise in them is a detail protocol to angel sexuality, even Christian sexuality is good enough as told by the likes of James Dobson and “Focus on the Family.” To you angels also, as all beings have, have an inalienable right as Acts 2:21 states, “whosoever shall call on the name of the Lord shall be saved.” Calling you have been doing, the preposition is to be saved, to do so step into the way, as given by the sent arbiter, that you must first also believe and press his flight. Careful, for the “cut-along-the-line” red marks that are deleted or unavoidable work up can be used or intended to be used by the evil encoder to forward a great and ancient evil (A) A new world order from a seemingly new life style and even consequential world religion (B) Erode Judeo-Christianity with paganism twisted from the “cut-along-the-line” red marks that are automatically deleted as scaffolding to a building if couldn’t be fitted in the building (C) Muddle the author’s credence (Orlando Constantine, who is O. McQuick) with the latter twists, to break the bridge he by God created to revive and bring truth to Christendom again than Trinitarian/Emperor-Cosntantian/”Easy-Beliefism” errors, which also breaking that bridge can break the latter angel fold to snap to the former errors of Pseudo Christianity and consequently as intended by those formalizers of Christianity, “having a form of godliness, but denying the power thereof” (2 Tim 3:5) have the theory but not saved, why called or believed in the first place at all. (D) Also, in this chaos, to usher in an evil man skilled in dark speeches bringing in order with the sentiment of the last sentence of letter “C” above, that is, the anti-Christ. (or, if that fail, an apex of a 5 side triangle, tier 1& 2 rings and heaven know what that means and act accordingly without further publication from me).
Fortunately, this planet is fore-closing and all this only plausible and salvation and “sexuality” fulfilled or more indulgently practiced properly in heavenly paradise. Make sure “your calling [Saints/Counselors] and election [Kings] sure” (2 Peter 1:10). So unlike what you may have been led to believe and conspire (envy/pillage), this planet wasn’t only made for the “Kings,” astute minds in pre-time birthed here to form the third branch of heaven or existence government (7 eyes of God strain, 24 Elders, Kings – first court to the supreme court [Matt. 16:19], only by being the latter process if problem unresolved down the process line and they mostly undertake going into the worlds with no power but brains and so birthed in the world, represented in the 50 by Christ). Oh, was saying, this planet wasn’t only made for the “Kings” but any who call on God, that means you, even angels and had included horsemen race (if in existence).
The two page notes to my beloved are below, another I have not given, seems more carnal as these alone can deem me, a minister, lewd, vulgar, carnal, “lasciviousness” or “filthiness and superfluity of naughtiness” (James 1:21). No! Intended for the bed of the married, as what all couples do to their abilities and imagination to the limits in God in the secret of their bedroom. Much more other artistic me thought not listed in the two page notes below, of/from the variable of having an “angel” wife, example, “shrink and squeeze,” for a little man like me, even, “shrink and squeeze and octo-push/pull in both bodies motionless with lips locked” – this is impossible for humans and not a request for Ar or any girl (“angel” or not) I may wed, but my artistic mind simple do a sort of matrices with each added variable, that is, look at all possibilities. Yet my mind now eroded and dilapidated and by several external forces or beings it can blow out any minute now, though I would be gone in a sort of Acoma (sleep) and body motioned by inherent instinct and intelligence and as such put in an asylum, or the latter but body motioned by an obeast or Angel possessing it and I’m obviously different though not necessarily zombie like. Or gone literally out to the flesh in the after life (heavenly paradise) and an obeast or Angel capture the body to automate it and why I request a cremation upon my death before such regeneration. Yet my mind can only be renewed with a visit to the divine and not by earthly help, wherewith one scripture states when such occurs, “my understanding return unto me” (Dan 4:34). Only by God’s care I’m able to think or have any functionality of my mind today. Continue to pray for me, my flight, my family and their flight (Dan 11:6, last clause, one “she shall be given up” but three “her” in it for the 3 big Ar’s – it could also have a bad meaning of demise in the valley of visions). Didn’t want to dabble in the case of the “Ar’s,” as mentioned in the August 2009 Angel notes 11x17 PinUp, for it not only can seem to preach polygamy but the Muslim similar error of 10 virgins in heaven when die – see that 11x17 PinUp.
Asterisk (*) Denotes: I used Ar (Numbers 21:15) for Arial as to not have affinity with the cartoon. Note: P.I. means private investigator, not really, but an analogy.
MY TWO PAGE NOTE PLANNED TO ASK “AR”
below on next two pages…..
